|Beautiful Back Home...It's a long and winding road...
1. Three years ago I barely got out of bed.
2. Two years ago I started treatments that only included hydro-therpy because I was too sick to handle anything else.
3. Last year I committed to much longer time frame in Phoenix and when I came home I played tennis
4. This year I am in Phoenix mostly by myself, driving myself to appointments when I can, not giving a damn how many veins are poked, blood is taken, stronger...I am stronger...despite Saturday not being able to move..that was Saturday.
So like all of us there are times to beat ourselves up for not doing our best and times to look at our lives in a totality and decide, no I have made progress and instead pick ourselves up. And if we can't pick ourselves up, humbly ask for help. You will be surprised what happens when you begin to reach out and say I can't do this alone, I need your help, I need your love, I need your shoulders. People will surprise you and you will begin to surprise yourself.