what do you do when you just can't take it anymore. you are just so tired of waking up to the reality that you are sick and tired - and feel once again that instead of your "pick day of the week" two weeks ago being a breathe of hope for better things to come has turned on you to feel like a cruel joke to remind you of what life was like before....what do you do...you pick yourself up all over again - and try and change the lens of the darkness you are wearing to a brighter shade of pink. because it may change - in a minute or an hour - maybe a day - or a week - it will change that is all i am sure of...